Never felt so empty before :( And i really screwed up the whole exam. Anyway, it's over. I'm going for my last final theory lesson, basic practice and evaluation tomorrow afternoon. I just wanna keep myself busy.

A little getaway... How i wish i can escape to some island for vacation. I think i really need one to relax myself, enjoy the sea breeze and just think about nothing. Or sleep through the days till my handphone 'beep'. I guess this would be the best for now. Too bad, i don't have the freedom to go there myself if not i guess i'll be packing my bag already. Sometimes, i just wished i was a guy cuz most guys seemed to be more carefree, more optimistic and think lesser than the girls. I just dislike those negative thoughts running on my mind.